it hit me immediately when i woke up this morning that this is the last day of true freedom, i will have in a very long time. school starts tomorrow and my job hunt seems to be getting closer.. i hope. then i started getting very nostalgic and sad and then i was like whatever, but to avoid further avoid the future, i have remained in bed, until i feel it is truly time to let my bed go. no worries it will be soon, however its sad because this span of time from the beginning of august til now has probably been the most beautiful. after working my ass off for what seems like forever before that, it was heaven. from brooklyn to dc, virginia, chicago, london, nottingham, paris, barcelona, rome, naples, capri, basel, zurich, germany, baltimore, detroit to now. the amazing people that i have met and hope to remain in touch with, the whole thing. plus its entering supposedly the best part of school, the final semester. this semester is all about mapping. mapping is my thesis, so i will map. this post is a good place to start thinking, and i already have stored many map filled blog posts to come in the future. mapping is all about the journey, if one survives the journey they can map it, its like a gift. okay.. the pictures. the doors, i absolutely love and thought those are the ones i want to be on FIT on monday afternoon, i would be sooo much happier to walk back into FIT if those were the doors, but ohh well. loooks like ill have to go back to france for that.. numero dos... i feel like this can sum up my break, lots of thinking, overthinking, underthinking, staring and realizing that it all turns out to nothing... BUNNY. also have realized i am kinda add, which makes life short and sweet, television a nightmare and bunnies adorable! look at it, soo furry, i think i want one, after the job i want/need comes... or maybe not a bunny. after all this rambling i feel like the whole less is more thing, got lost, but in actuality and reality its true, i have developed this subconsciously by getting rid of sooooo many things during this 'break' i have got rid of soo much that i feel like i have soo little, but everything i have i now need and love. soo i guess i was right? and last but certainly not least i do love new york. the transition back into my brooklyn vibe has been neccessary and sad/depressing at times, but i dooo love my life here, the squirrel that woke me up in my window this morning, people laughing at running cops on subway platforms, cheap food, amazing neighborhoods, i mean life is pretty good right. right.
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