will we be remembered

its funny how time flies, looking back through old pictures always makes me wonder how will i be remember and more importantly how i will remember these times... as september quickly approaches i cant help but to wonder how ill remember this summer. maybe ill remember all the lazy days kiel and i spent, fridays at pianos, early morning train rides, graduation, bonnaroo, but what i liked most was all the time i spent in outerspace, drifting, widdling away my youth, or young adulthood, probably more like it since im 24 now. ehh. i dont know, looking through these photos hopefully help me put into perspective the time as it goes by, and remind me it wont last forever. because as much as i feel jayz's forever young, no one is exempt. there is no forever young. youth is relative.

xx

on a daydream.

what a week. geez. random. phone died on monday night. which was annoying. if you know me at all you already know that i despise cell phones. but i have accepted their necessity and coped. so when my phone died, while i was in mid conversation with brit, i was needless to say annoyed. so i went by verizon yesterday and got them to get my insurance cracking to replace my old phone. yesterday for exhibition design we went to the museum of natural history for a tour of their exhibition design studio, which was pretty awesome. i realized though that im not interested in the scientific exhibition arena... thanks though. then amad, sara and i hit up the shake shack for a healthy first meal of the day at 1p : a strawberry shake and fries. because everything else there had cheese or meat. fail. then i made my way down to paper presentation,, to cop some paper for my maps, which are turning out to be extremely exciting. i have six weeks to kick then into gear before the jury for senior show. i am excited that i figured out my approach today, on my morning commute, i got soo many stares while illustrating the map boooklets, awesome. today was pretty melancholy. had kingsley this morning, snore. then lunch with the bunch and profolio class. then picked up the new phone from the job. lurked around the village while discussing the intricacies of life with biz. until i got tired of sharing too much info about our lives with random strangers encountered... oh well up tomorrow for anthrooo.

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fifi got into a little cab incident, but she is still too adorable for words, righhht? and keith haring.. is probably one of my top five people of all time.. this love in the air painting is really awesome, im not gonna sit here and point out the humor, because if you dont get it, you just dont get it.. plus there is a little personal irony for biz and i. dont know if anyones peeped the new kid cudi and snoop songs, but their pretty high up there.. lol. and last but certainly not least, probably the one that needs the most explaining, i NEVER read the harry potter series and probably NEVER will, and NEVER saw the movies, except pieces of one, but isnt this little mouse just the cutest thing ever. yess yess. bye bye.

xx

sooo much love. ED BANGER.

so its been almost two years since i was introduced via fafi to dj mehdi, it corresponded with the beginning of my affair with atrak too. who as you all, hopefully, know are serious bro's. the french connection. and ofcourse mehdi's married to fafi. and we all know about my fafi obsession. moving past my obsessions, ED banger records is home to busy p, mehdi, uffie, so me and sebastian. to add to the gloriousness of the music, ed bangers visualss are always on point. so even though i was soo broke when their 7th bday partay went down at terminal 5 a few weeks back and couldnt bask in the amazingness myself, i have scavenged a few photos to share.

much love to the ED BANGER crew.. and keep doing what you doo.

love kills, love wont leave you alone

to evan : i miss our drives. they were/are amazing.
to jf : happy birthday!to am. : maybe one day.
to a : we should have never.
to s : there is so much i want to tell you.
this is all the fault of my first college crush coming back into my world today.

bringing the sexest back.

well well well. i must have got my mind serious confused in london, because i forgot about my utmost celebrity crush/love/obsession.. beck. seriously not until a couple of minutes ago did he return to my brain. whoa, i cant believe that. i have been obsessed with beck for about 15 years, since my brother listened to him while he was in highschool, it ironic but a lot of the music i love now, relates back to my late midschool, early highschool phase.. many of them were on my brothers turntables, cds or cassettes. i remember when he put up his handsome boy modeling school poster also remember black star, beck, lenny kravitz, erykah badu, daft punk, smashing pumpkins, jamiroquai.. wow. i guess theres the answer to that "who has influenced your music taste the most?" i guess that will be my bro, the dj. lately some came from when i was dating alex for who chromeo and atrak was offically favorited, or even becca took me to boysnoise, oh and liz a. in highschool loving the yeah yeah yeahs, wilco and radiohead. and ellie for smashing pumpkins.

anyway back to my sexy boys, beck, cudi, thomas Bangalter of daft punk with so-me and mehdi, hot chip boys, and of course the boys of mgmt. wow i think my pending date friday is getting me hott for musicans.. hehe.

xx

kid CUDI

so my new celebrity crush, just in time for valentines. even though i do have a old crush too. 2009 was hard for that relationship.. but now he's far away. so kid cudi steps in. so fresh and so clean. and were both on the pursuit of happiness and wouldn't mind kicking back and toking. plus who wouldnt love those puppy dog eyes.. anywho. love him! anywayy, started working on my maps, started with the mta one then found the moleskin one i've had for a couple of years and i have the old school vintage one. there all up which is exciting but i have to make a silhouette sometime soon. working through some ideas. a good brooklyn day, trader joes, and some random art store, and chipotle. i am out of oj though which is sad because im soo thirsty. just watched the end of mean girls.. that move might be on par with clueless in a couple of years, some good subtle laughs. well, tomorrow supposed to be the new hire orientation at anthro but i might pass.

xx

fuel - shimmer

being a girl aint easy. but it can be fun.

true story getting on the f train yesterday, soo serious. kellee and i decided this doesnt happen in chicago. its all about the new york ego.

random dude approaching me : "excuse me, i dont know you from anywhere, but before i die i hope that we can sex at least once?"

me, who is holding my chai, ipod and trying to get my metro card out of my holder, "i'm sorry."

random dude : "its okay sweetheart, i mean maybe we could have dinner first?"

me, i finally swipe in and keep walking. AND SCENE.

quickly, i keep seeing the same cute guy on the train, yesterday it was on the 2 local, he got off at bergen street, today he was on the 4. what to dooo? if i see him again, am im obligated to talk to him? yess.

also che, kiki's friend was definitely fit. translate from british slang. but dominican.. not another.

no new fit cuties yet. still need to see leon's new car.. yum.

xx

i mean.

this is my location.

this is what i need/want/like/love/desire/look for in boys...

i mean.

reason 847358943759 i love atrak

reason 847358943759 i love atrak.

happy birthday dj mehdi..

this photo is pretty much the most amazing thing ever. this is fafi, artist of my second tattoo, under the dj booth of her husband, the amazing DJ MEHDI, in LA on NYE. they are what i want to be.. amazing, and french, but oh well on the last part.. i missed the boat.

somewhat.

in the past few days of the new year, i have given lots of thought to the challenge i and i am sure, "we", call men. i am not one to get obsessive and ridiuclous, but quickly, this year i am looking not to be single most of the year, to actually take my time. to be happy and not to comprise too much along the way. the images have it all, a cute childlike devotion, style, grace, humor, teddy-bear qualities, matching in interests and finally, gorgeousness.

oh well, to ten. xx

foxy

dont b mad eric.

classy characters